sitam

When goings gets tough, tough gets going... i started believing on this line, but it was not before, as lines below shows that, specially tough time at bangalore, the mental battle i was fighting at that time. It was war within, still its there not now now i know how to win it every time...:)

hum tere shahar me kya se kya ho gaye.
pahle bekhauf the, ab illteza ho gaye..

rah mumkin na ho to, hunar-e-dariya the hum.
aaj patta hila, saat hum ho liye..

roj bunta hoon, taana toote khvabon ka main.
is gamein daur mein, toot kar rah gaye..

hanste hai log aaj, muflisi pe meri.
allah tere jaanib, mujh par sitam huye..


"Ashque"
on 22/07/05

siskiyan

These lines came when i was in bangalore for the first time in mid 2005, and things were down at that moment and i was struggling hard to come out of it....


ab hum jeete hai, siskiyon ke aagosh me.
jab se aayen hai tere aashiyane me..

ab na aati hai, sadayen hamein khuddari ki
chhod aayein hai khudi ko maikhaane me..

jeena muskil hai yaha, marna to hai naamunkin
raat bhar jaagte hai hum isi pashopesh me..

har simt raho khus tum aye mere rakeeb
hamko to bus jeene do, isi bekaraari me..

kabhi ji chaahe, aaj tod doon saare bandhan
bas kasmasaa ke rah jaate hai, isi bekari me..

sochata hoon kabhi hoga, vo khoobsoorat aashiya apna
bus jiye jaa rahe hai, isi umeed-e-gari me..

"ashque"
on 26/7/05

mitti ki khusboo

ahh!!!

Its great feeling to return back to your roots. I was missing my home from a long time, now it's again back to vila. I have alot of things to cheer about... old friends, family members, well wishers all got together. It gives alot of energy to refill your cells and concretes your determination to go bit of xtrrrra in life. Smelling the soil, in which you grown up and developed some dreams. Anyway, journey was not so pleasent as it was raining all the time throughout the .journey, but once i reached home, it was all done!!! . you want to forget the complete biz world for the moment and just chill and relax with the loved once.

I again strongly felt, this is the life when you working for your family not living with family for work, which is true for almost every software engineer in bangalore(i f you are couragious enough to accept it). My believe about the industry got stronger, that there is no hope for the people like us, because until you are not owning the show you will be in trouble for sure!!!. you will get money but less in quantity moreover very poor in quality. I dont want to compromise on my family's time with any kind of money. I have to get out of this rat race as soon as possible where you run in never ending loop of work on the award of peanuts.

O! lord, i believe on you, and i know you do the same. You have enriched me with enough power and potential to make it happen. I will fight hard for it, and get my life back from this money game, day to day small compromises. Give me patience Lord, that I never ever quite before its all done.

WHATEVER IT TAKES

Zakhm

After 7-8 months i wrote again yesterday. It was in office and everything just touched the soul!!!

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ZAKHM
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dar-b-dar ghoomna, aawargi, aur vo deewaanapan
waqt hota hai wahi, bus log badal jaate hai...

Duniya kahti hai ki, hum bhool chuke hai unkoo,
sookhe ghaavon ko ye log kyo sahlaate hai...

gujre saalon ne sikhaya hai ghut ke marna,
phir bhi aatish-e-ishque ko chhoo karke jiye jaate hai...

bewafa dost se wafa ki umeed kaha hai "Ashque"
yaaha aalam hai ki, hum jaan diye jaate hai...

Swift in Life

I am getting married on 19th of feb. Its going to be an important moment in my life as its true for anyone. Its going to start new era of learning, sharing and accomplishing. Its going to change the face of future forever. Alots of positives will come out ot it, I am damm sure about it.
My team in bangalore is charged up for new task. New leaders are coming and taking up the charge. They know better what needs to be done. Its being rekindling year for me. I have alot of love to cheer about!!!!
God is so kind!!!:)

Dreams are getting closer...

These are days are going to be unforgettable. I have just started my new venture with awesom team of Arpan and nidhi both passouts from IIMA. I started believing in my unreal dreams. Its really amazing to see that you are walking the path that you know and understand.

Saaransh...

Hamne ye soch hai, ab khus rahna hai.
Chahe jo ho julm-o-sitam, khus rahna hai..

Duniya waalo ki neeyat pe, kaste the jo fikare kai.
Unki wafa bhi dekh li, ab khus rahna hai..

Kahte the hamse tum hi ho apne, jaan se jyada payare the sapne.
Ab jaakar ke need khuli, khus rahna hai..

Unki wafayein, unki jafayein, yaad dilaati unki adaayein.
Kar daala hai khoon-e-jigar, ab khus rahna hai..

Naya sabera kab aayega, kya khoya hai kya paayega.
Jhod tod sab chhod di, ab khus rahna hai...


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12/02/06

"khayal"

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dil ki bechaini ko chhupau kaise.
aag jo dil me laagi hai, bujhaaun kaise..
phir hua hai aaj, deedar-e-mehaboob.
par us bewafa se nazrein milaaun kaise..


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aaj samjha hoon pyar kaa matlab.
jab jamaane se door aaya hoon..
teri aankhon mein doob jaane ko.
kitne maikhaane chhod aaya hoon..



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Emotions

dedicated to someone somewhere!!!


tere saath jeene ki vo bekaraari.
bani har ghadi, vo to dusman hamaari..

tujhko paata, to aaj kya hota.
deti hai hamen jakhm, yahi baatein saari..
tere saath jeene......

dhoondha karta hu, jab dhuyen mein tujhe.
haste hain log, is kosis pe hamaari..
tere saath jeene......

jaane kya kasis hai, yaadon me teri.
aaj bhi tu hi tu hai, aankhon mein hamaari..
tere saath jeene......

jaanleva hai, tujhse bichhadne ka gum.
phir bhi jinda hai, yahi kismat hamaari..
tere saath jeene......

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"hasraat"

These lines are dedicated to one of my dearest friend. At present he is not with me but his memories will be with me forever and ever.....even he can't take it from me...!



use paane ki hasrat, kaam kar gayee.
mujhko bevajah badnaam kar gayee..

us saadgi me payaa maine jindagi ka maqsad.
jis saadgi se vo mera, katl-e-aam kar gayee..
use paane ki.......

use dekh kar hoon jeeta, dekhun to dum ye nikle.
is isque ki ye fitrat, hairaan kar gayee..
use paane ki........

kaise kahoon mai usse, apna ye haal-e-dil.
puchhvaya maine usse, to vo mukar gayee..
use paane ki........

kahte hai log mujhse, kah de tu usse jaake.
par dil ki hanshi hasrat, hasrat hi rah gayee..
use paane ki........


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